you don’t call anymore
“you don’t call anymore.
not even when it rains.
not even when you hear our song
playing somewhere in the background.
i still wait.
not because i think you will —
but because a part of me
doesn’t know how to stop.
i scroll through old messages,
smiling at words
that don’t mean anything now.
they used to be everything.
i hope you’re okay.
i hope you’re loved.
but some nights,
i wish it was still me.”