I Don’t Get It
“I don’t get it—
Why I’m like this?
I’ve lost every single hope,
Hope in finding someone,
Someone who could be the one for me.
Maybe I don’t want to try anymore,
But I still long for it,
Long for her memories in others.
But it’s impossible, right?
To find someone who can resemble her,
Who can fill the void she left.
Everything reminds me of her,
But I can’t do anything
To win her back.
She’s a lost treasure of a sailor,
A grain of salt in the desert.
But…
Maybe in another universe, I’m not like this.
Maybe that version of me got her,
Maybe that me isn’t a loser,
Maybe that me is someone important,
Someone who didn’t lose her.”